awol seski

I'm very run down and constantly on edge at the moment.... probably due to the fact that I spend 35-38 hours a week a work, then spend a further 8-16 hours a week on web comics, have 2 sets of 4 hour gaming sessions a week also, and then try to find SOME time to spend with the fiance. It is causing me to be ill a lot of the time and I'm also very stressed and angry for no reason (I don't think it helps that I've been eating nothing but salad pretty much constantly the last week.) I try not to be a girl... I hate doing cliche girly things like storming off... but sometimes its better then punching someone in the face (....again)

so I want to make a formal apology to my gaming friends for running away last night.
you see, I had the guys around my house, but felt so pent up I had to do something. I was on the verge of either throwing something or breaking down into tears (and I refuse to let people see me in tears if at all possible) so I got up, put on my shoes and left. I know, a bit immature but honestly,and you can ask my fiance, you don't want to see me when I'm pissed off. luckily he was there to be a good host in my place.

I'm sorry guys (if your reading this) and I will try not to do it again.


on the other hand I got to watch the most beautiful sunset over the sea. the waves were gently lapping and the only noise was that of the ocean and the seagulls in the distance. it was an image that could not have been painted of photographed... it was just too perfect. the whole sky was golden and there were only a few wispy clouds dotted about. I wish I could describe just how amazing it was.

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AND IN COMIC NEWS....
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going back to comic stuff.... I am currently trying to draw the next page ENTIRELY on computer (I am trying to save money on blue lead and paper, since I'm almost out of both)

we'll see how well it turns out soon.